iWish

I don't know myself.
not anymore.
I used to be a happy humanbeing.
But now, what?
I start to write trashy posts.
I use unpolite words.
I curse.

It's not me.
Well, it wasn't.

Yes.
My heart is full of anger.
Because of him.
Oh I wish I never met him at all.
I really really wish tomorrow morning his name will be erased from my memory.

Wait wait
No, I don't.
I wish.
I wish. I wish he coud act like a 'human'.
not a monster.
nor a liar.